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[F4A] Handsome Jack

2023.04.02 10:57 RaymenNoodley [F4A] Handsome Jack

Hey there everyone!
I'm looking for an 18+ third person Borderlands roleplay, involving Handsome Jack X OC
A Borderlands roleplay where Handsome Jack is either from Pre-Sequel or Borderlands 2. A man who is cruel and has lost faith in humanity. Is he savable or is he too far gone?
I have an idea that really sticks out for me, which is similar to Rhys finding Handsome Jack's Digital version, but with my character playing a female lead, and working towards getting Jack back to Hyperion. She wouldn't trust him at first of course, until he began to play humble and offer her CEO etc. It would play out like Tales from the Borderlands
I also have some suggestions such as: Handsome Jack captures a vault huntecrimson raider
There is a mole in Hyperion. Handsome Jack finds them and makes them pay.
A vault hunter that helped Jack in Pre-Sequel tries to keep him from getting worse
Jack discovers he can make artificial sirens.
These can be mixed and matched etc
Send me a message if you're interested, but I'd like to do it on Discord :D
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2023.04.02 10:57 infinitepaths Lion's Mane plugs in oak logs first time...

Hello, I am about to drill some holes in oak logs and put LM plugs in, then cover them with candle wax. Is there anything wrong with the above. My info is that I should put the logs close to the ground out of sunlight and let them get wet from rain. Is there anything else to do? Should the drilled hole be wet? Should the plug be wet? Or both dry? Should I wet the outside of the log?
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2023.04.02 10:56 RaymenNoodley [F4A] Handsome Jack

Hey there everyone!
I'm looking for an 18+ third person Borderlands roleplay, involving Handsome Jack X OC
A Borderlands roleplay where Handsome Jack is either from Pre-Sequel or Borderlands 2. A man who is cruel and has lost faith in humanity. Is he savable or is he too far gone?
I have an idea that really sticks out for me, which is similar to Rhys finding Handsome Jack's Digital version, but with my character playing a female lead, and working towards getting Jack back to Hyperion. She wouldn't trust him at first of course, until he began to play humble and offer her CEO etc. It would play out like Tales from the Borderlands
I also have some suggestions such as: Handsome Jack captures a vault huntecrimson raider
There is a mole in Hyperion. Handsome Jack finds them and makes them pay.
A vault hunter that helped Jack in Pre-Sequel tries to keep him from getting worse
Jack discovers he can make artificial sirens.
These can be mixed and matched etc
Send me a message if you're interested, but I'd like to do it on Discord :D
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2023.04.02 10:56 charminglyChar Are my expectations for my partner too unrealistic ?

For context my (24f) and my boyfriend (24m) have been together for 6 years and we live 5 minutes away from each other . I expect the following from our relationship;
To be fair he’s been struggling with his own happiness for the past few months but he has been making it known that he can’t give me any of this , and I’m beginning to think maybe my view of love is too unrealistic?
I’m getting to the point where I want long term commitment , whether we move in together , get engaged , plan a future , whatever the next step is …. And he’s just finding it hard to even have conversations about our future . Couples therapy is on the table now but I just need to know if what I’m looking for exists in the real world or whether I’ve just set my expectations too high .
TL;DR : I expect my boyfriend to love me a certain way but he says it’s not realistic / possible for him to meet me all the way . So I wanna know if I should lower my expectations for the sake of the relationship or whether I’m on a sinking ship
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2023.04.02 10:55 BSLabs Minilogue XD, still no replacement for it?

So I’ve had dozens of synths, the only one that I’ve never sold is the Minilogue XD, which I got when it came out. I own way more expensive synths and a massive modular, yet I’ve never sold this one and I keep using it more than anything else. I like how it’s laid out, its sound, and the user oscillators and FX that can be developed by third parties via the SDK make it still relevant for me. Sure, 4 voice is a limit but not enough for me to sell it, and the mini keys are awful, but I can easily play it with an external keyboard. I considered upgrading to a Prologue, but the lack of sequencer sucks. Not that I want to sell it but I have wondered if there’s anything better at that price point for an analog poly synth after all these years, as I can’t think of any.
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2023.04.02 10:54 caiobation My whole life depends on this: should I drop IB and go back to the jungle?

Hi. My name is Caio Jähn. I’m a Brazilian/Polish international student originally from a small town in the south of Brazil. I am currently doing Grade 11 in Vancouver because of the IB Diploma Program.
When I was 10, I decided I did not want to go to college in Brazil and started to learn more about universities in the US. I then taught myself English and later on acquired the dream of one day attending an Ivy school. While keeping track of my application plan, I believe I developed very strong extracurriculars so far and I am also preparing for the SAT. However, I think I accidentally found a pretty big plot hole in my life that could change everything I know. Would be cool to know your opinions on this.
So long story short, I came to Canada last year with the intent to graduate here (Doing Grades 11 & 12) because I figured it would be easier to get fluent in English and improve my chances of admission. Since I was aware that Ivies want you to maximize your efforts, I joined the IB Diploma program. Because IB/AP are rare in Brazil, I thought if I managed to get a high score it would make my application way stronger since Ivies know how heavy IB is and it would make me stand out as a Brazilian applicant. Yet, I have recently stumbled upon a thought that doesn't let me sleep because it would mean my whole plan of graduating here was inaccurate.
At 4 AM on a random day of Spring Break I had a mental collapse because I realized that because I am doing IB, my competition would be infinitely more difficult than if I do Grade 12 in Brazil. This is because I learned about how universities understand the fact that you didn’t have the choice to do AP or IB and they would judge your curriculum more holistically. To make things clear, I decided to have an appointment with a specialist in applying to college as an International student. She told me something I never considered before - that even though IB DP is highly respected by Ivies, it doesn’t mean much for people in my position as opposed to the standard Brazilian curriculum because the only standard for comparison they could use would be my school’s average (which I believe to be far lower than my average). Thus, it would be stronger for my application to go back to Brazil for Grade 12.
This school in Brazil is way easier than my school in Canada, but my grades wouldn't be compared to other IB applicants, for example, so unless I had an unlikely high score in IB it would make more sense for me to use my Brazilian scores. We didn't have rankings, but I am pretty sure I was the top student in my grade with the highest GPA (even though we also don't have that). On top of that, because the workload is way more manageable than IB, I would have plenty of time to study for a better score on the SAT and develop more of my extracurriculars.
The dilemma is that I am not sure if I should drop IB and pray that my Brazilian grades from this shitty school are going to be enough, or if I should stick to IB, graduate here and sacrifice my social life and free time to get the renown of a good score in IB as a Brazilian applicant. I honestly don't know.
Keep in mind that even though it would make more sense for my story and essays to finish high school in Canada because it would follow the whole “from the jungle to Canada” lore, it’s important to consider that most of the Brazilian students applying to US schools are only using their SAT scores and high school average, with no AP or IB involved, so it wouldn’t be a disadvantage to opt for an “easier” curriculum like my school’s. Taking the standard Canadian curriculum in Vancouver, though, wouldn’t have the same effect because I would have directly chosen it as opposed to having no other choice in Brazil but to take the same classes as everyone else.
Please tell me what you think asap, I have one week to decide if I will enroll for Grade 12 at my school in Vancouver. Thanks.
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2023.04.02 10:54 throwRAconfusedvf Husband (35m) doesn't trust my coworker (30m) whom he thinks likes me (35f)

Tldr: Husband thinks coworker is interested in me and doesn't trust him as my potential business partner.
I regularly tell my husband about work and colleague interactions.
Said coworker is my teammate at work and we work closely together. He asks me questions frequently with some idle chatter in between. He often asks me things that he can actually find out for himself, eg by googling or checking through his email or files. But he says he prefers asking me cos I'm his walking encyclopedia and he also enjoys talking to me. He's also said it's faster to ask me than dig through documents. Sometimes he'll ask me to scoot over so he can come sit in my cubicle with his laptop.
To be honest I don't mind answering his queries cos it doesn't affect my work. I also chat often with a female coworker who's seated next to me so I don't mind that he comes by my cubicle.
Recently, he broached the idea of starting a side gig together and it really sounds quite feasible. I could do with the extra income too since it'll help with finances.
But my husband thinks it's not a good idea to start a venture with this coworker cos he feels this guy seems to like me. He pointed out that no guy will spend that much time and effort to keep asking a coworker questions unless he likes her.
Thing is I genuinely don't feel that my coworker is trying to hit on me. Besides, he's married too, and he never contacts me outside work hours. So far he's only tried to ask me out once on a weekend to discuss the side gig with another friend of his who could be another potential partner. I declined cos I said my weekends are precious, and that I haven't really confirmed if I wanted to join the partnership.
I thought my husband could be overthinking cos he's always saying I tend to be dense about other men's intentions. Until that female colleague I mentioned earlier said to me one day, "He seems to be trying to get your attention. Boy the kind of questions he's asking. I don't have that kind of patience like you do."
Do I forgo the side gig and put some distance between me and coworker? Or should I just reassure my husband that there isn't anything going on and go into the side gig with my coworker?
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2023.04.02 10:54 dark-masters-light Advice on Blurb

Hello all!
I recently published my first novel. I've been running ads on FB, and while I'm getting a lot of clicks, they don't seem to be converting into sales. I'm thinking it's either because I don't have a back catalogue, or it's my blurb. Here is the original:
In a city dominated by lawlessness, survival is all that matters. Even more so for Savas, who possesses diluted magic in his blood and must keep it secret or risk dying at the hands of Magic Hunters. But when a notorious gang leader kills Savas’s sister, he seeks aid from Port Atmak’s clandestine rulers—the Order of Shirya.
In exchange for his sister’s killer, Savas signs a Blood Binding contract with the Order to become a Magic Hunter—joining the ranks of those who’ve hunted him his whole life. Now, as he nears the end of his contract, centuries-old forces and powers yet unmasked emerge, threatening to disrupt his revenge. Death lingers in the shadows, but Savas vows to outlast them all until he achieves his ultimate goal—avenging his sister.
Perhaps it's a little convoluted? I'm thinking of switching it to this:
Savas is on a mission—to avenge his sister by any means necessary. He’s signed a Blood Binding contract with a powerful religious Order, who secretly control the city and its gangs. Savas agrees to eliminate other magical people like himself in exchange for their help in taking down the gang leader responsible for his sister’s death.
But as he delves deeper into the Order’s world, he finds himself drawn into a web of lies and deceit that threaten to unravel his plans. The lines between good and evil, justice and revenge, are not as clear as he once thought. Will he be able to find redemption, or will he succumb to the darkness within?
Does it make a difference? Or am I out of luck until I've published the last two books in the series?
Thank you in advance for any advice.
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2023.04.02 10:54 DATTACA Nutmeg £100 investment offer questions

Nutmeg through chase. clock is ticking on this one and I want to jump the shark, can anyone that has done it clarify the following as it first reads that you need to invest 1000 for 3 months to get 100 but then it states you only have to keep 500 invested those 3 months ?
So, you invest 1000 initially withdraw 500 and can just wait out the 3 months? Can you just buy government bonds? Putting 1000 in stocks right now is not worth the risk to get 100.
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2023.04.02 10:53 cutiepatootie01 Goodnight guys I’m going to sleep

Say gn back right now or I’ll cut your head off with a saw and watch as you bleed out slowly and then feed your remains to my Rottweilers 🥰
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2023.04.02 10:53 Fennikin_ I just realised how much I hate my family..

I (19F) have just realised how much I hate my family from both sides. As me and partner were discussing options for housing if we can't find a rental (because the rental market here is Australia fucking sucks), Hero was suggesting that we stay with his mother in Denmark (Denmark in Western Australia, not the Denmark with the blue flag Is something he doesn't want to do for his own reasons, but said thay if we had to, we would), and that's made me think "oh man, if only my family were as caring as his". If you guys are wondering why, it's because my family wanted nothing to do with me and my siblings (5 brothers, 2 sisters) while we were growing up. We were considered the black sheeps of the family for so many reasons.
"You don't look like your father, are these really his kids?"
"Your skin isn't dark enough like ours, must be from your father"
"Your hair is super curly, just like your mother"
Blah blah blah, it was always a constant war between the two sides if we went to family events. They always had to nit pick each other and us over the littlest things. But things really took a turn for the worse in 2014. My mother was always abusive towards me and the kids, and I was the one taking the worse to protect my siblings, but this time she wanted to take things WAY too far. CPS got involved after the school reported the many bruises we had, and they wanted to take us in, but my mother had other plans; taking the lives of her kids and then offing herself. Basically a "If I can't have them, no one can" situation. Thankfully it didn't turn out that way otherwise I wouldn't be here telling the tale (that'll be for another post tho)
But where it really hit the fan was after me and my siblings were taken into foster care. We struggled, and we wanted to be with family, people we're comfortable with, but did they come? Nope. No one wanted to take us in, not an aunt, uncle, or even our fucking grandparents. My dad would have if he didn't have to work FIFO, something he did to take care of us before my mother drove him up the wall to the point of leaving. CPS always explained that family were busy, or couldn't afford to have us live with them, or were a risk because of our mother, but the reality was that they didn't want the responsibility of their nieces/nefphews or grandchildren, they were probably happy that we were out of their hair.
Honestly, for my mother's side of the family, we wanted nothing to do with them since they are all just drug addicts and just as abusive. So surely my dad's side would have helped, right? Wrong. In 2017, my father died in a car accident, and I thought that maybe that would help bring us closer, to grieve together and grow to love each other, especially since we were his kids, but after the funeral they ghosted. Yep, just like that. No contact, no visits, nothing. And I wanted to know why.
As soon as I got out of foster care at 18 in 2021, I asked for the case files that would describe EVERYTHING from 2014 to that point. It took me a whole night reading and sorting through everything and honestly, the stuff I read made me sick. Were they too busy to care for us? Nope. Could they afford to care for us? Yes. Was there any risks to care for us? NOT AT ALL. Their reasoning? They were too hesitant to see us. Yep, hesitant. But what reason is there to be hesitant to see us? THERE WAS NONE! It was some stupid excuse just to avoid us for 7-8 WHOLE FUCKING YEARS. I realised that we were outcasts, the black sheeps, we meant nothing to them.
Now, I still hate them. And I probably will for the rest of my life. I have a few of the relatives, who never bother to reach out to us, tag me and the 4th eldest (brother) of the family in their stupid posts. Reminiscing about the rare days we did spend on them, only to be ignored the whole time, and it makes me sick. They are the ones who ghosted so why keep up this act? They have missed out on so much in our lives. Our birthdays, Easter, Christmas, mother's and father's day, everything. And they're gonna miss out on special days like our weddings, baby showers, or anything like that. You guys probably will say "But OP, did you try to reach out to them?" Yes, I did. But after countless times of having no replies, why should I give them the time of day when they never gave a shit about me or my siblings? Treat people the way you want to be treated! Cast us out? Fine, we will do the same!
If you guys have read this far, I'm sorry for how long this rant is. Just thinking about them makes me feel sick to my stomach so all my emotions are scattered.
Oh, and if my family does somehow find this post, FUCK ALL OF YOU! You guys made this bed so you can lay on for the rest of your lives you selfish, ignorant pieces of shit. 🖕🖕🖕
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I at the time m15 was dating a boy m16. We had been together just over 2 years and I was making plans for us to do stuff around my birthday that was a week away. When he texted me about his "friend" that he's been spending time with everyday after school for just over a week and talking about constantly. And when I mean constantly I mean we'd talk about Pacific Rim, friend comes up in conversation and he goes on a rant about this. For times sake I'm going to call the friend Harry, not his actual name obviously. So my bf comes to me and asks for an open relationship and that he met this amazing guy, Harry and how I'd love him and we should all talk. Now, I don't really judge ppl that have OR's but I just wasn't up for one and it felt like cheating to me. So i find out that Harry has my number and texts me hey and stuff. So my bf makes a group chat. The group chat wasn't us talking but them flirting. So I left it and told my bf that I wasn't comfortable and he went on a ramble about how it was good for us both and how we should just talk about it. And then accused me of wanting to break up with him. This hurt me a bit but thinking back at it I should have answered yes. So I don't answer him, tell my mother about it and we talk and go to bed. In the morning I can't hold myself together, it all kind of hits me. My bf went out, met a guy, and then asked me after they'd done God knows what if it was OK. So I did the right thing and sent him a text clearly stating my feelings which was - Hi bf name, I've thought about what you've said and I've slept on it. The thing with Harry feels like an open relationship and I don't agree or want to be in one. If you want to have a relationship with him, then it's not something I wanna be part of. I love you very much but we can't be together if you want to be with someone else. Love you
Now at the time I thought I was being manipulative and a bad bf and that I should just accept the OR and move on. And his response was - I understand that, are you still in?
I said not obviously and he went on a ramble on how he loves me and I said- You wouldn't want to date someone else if you loved me.
And I still think that that was a shitty thing to say. But he told me he loved me and that we'd talk. Now, let's take a pause here, did we talk? Did he explain himself? No. He told me he had homework in a subject he didn't have that day and the last day he had a sub and he told me how happy he was that he didn't have homework. I mean at least one of us has to listen, right? So I kept pushing when he redirected me to a game I just finished and talked about that for a while and then when I went back to trying to talk to him again he redirected to a show I just finished and how I was so upset my favourite character died. Now this was weird but well met because he never really toom interest in my fav games or shows he was more into music.
So the next day he texted me and told me that he hadn't been eating and that he was so sorry, stressed, and that he loves me. This is where he messed up by saying he was going to get food at a place down by my house since it was one of the only take outs in walking distance in the town. So I said that we should meet up and talk. He told me 4 hours later that he's meeting up with "friends". And that the "friends" don't like me so they wouldn't let him leave to see me. So suggested that I go to him. He said no. Now, I'm not stupid, and I knew that most of his actual friends were busy with studying or off on sports trips. So, Harry wasn't. Harry didn't care about his education or sports. So I told him that if I'm less important to him than his "friends" then that shows me where I and our relationship stands. So you've ended our relationship.
Now that shit hurt. And I mean it hurt. But suddenly he was interested in meeting up and talking so he came to MY house. So he was the one out of HIS depth. So after he came I went outside and we sat on the wall outside. He told me that he didn't want to talk to me in town because he didn't want people listening and it made him uncomfortable. So we talked and he told me that he loved me and that he's sorry that he went out and he thought I'd just say yes to the OR. And then came out as fucking polygamous. He told me that he needed someone else to feel happy and that he couldn't change that about himself. Now, I found out that a lot of OR's turn into polygamous couples. So I did some research on that when he wasn't answering me. And do you know what it was all about? Consent, making your partnepartners comfortable, communicating. So I told him that I thought that it was best for us yo end the relationship and he asked if he could hug me because "you look like you're going to fall apart". I said no and he Hugged me anyways. Now, I'm gay right I'm still a man and I will bash someone's nose into there forntle lobe if necessary. I told him that he should probably go to the take out and get some chips since he hadn't eaten in two days. And he stared at me and looked confused before being all loud and agreeing before running off. He told me before he ran off that Harry is down by the take out if I want to meet him. And I asked what about the others. And he said what others? Before telling me they were late. So if I didn't break up with him he would have cheated on me and lied about it. Not even a half hour after our break up Harry posted on his story "guess who has a new bf". And a picture of them at the take out. The next day he spammed me on everything I was on. Even things I forgot I was on. Then he asked what to do about my bday present. So I told him to burn it. His parents didn't know so my mother texted his mother "Hi name, I was just wondering about the musical tickets we had booked. Nice name and ex bf are split up now and he's dating someone new". As you expect chaos ensued. That asked what HE did wrong. Not what I did. And when we told them they were fuming and told me that my tickets were mine and that I could sell the musical tickets and keep the concert tickets. I haven't been spammed since or sent another bad apology so I'm focusing on myself right now. Trying to get over it all and process it. My brother got me a book "A Song Of Achilles" and "The Graveyard Boys" so ill be reading them. Anyways this is probably going to be a throwaway. So, am I the ahole?
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2023.04.02 10:53 Logical_Pixel I got attacked in the streets, and it got me thinking

Hello, 27 M here. Yesterday I was walking through the city center with some friends and my gf, when I got stopped by a guy that clearly wanted money. I told him I was on a rush and he punched me to stop me, then aggressively went on to close in and threthened to bash all my teeth out.
The whole thing ended up well, as I stayed collected and asked him what it was all about, and when his story didn't add up I calmly told him that he could go on punching my teeth off, but that I would happily call the police and was curious to see how that would have worked out for him. Also, I received good verbal support from my friends and gf, so we were able to leave.
The experience got me wondering. I know that martial arts are not synonimous with self defense, and I also know that a street fight is a different experience than a martials arts fight. However, I've been wanting to try out some martial art for a while, and maybe this could be a good time. The city is big and filled with people that could potentially behave like that guy.
What I am wondering about, though, is something else. Were I able to fight, would I have been tempted to do so? At the very first, before I read the attacker for what he was (his response to me mentioning the police made me realize he was most likely never going to really escalate it to a real fight) I was genuinely scared. I kept it verbal and (on the surface) very calm because I did not know how fighting the guy would turn out. Maybe if I were confident I would have given in to violence, and what if he carried a knife or something? Maybe I would also have simply been beaten up regardless of training.
What I am trying to say is: I know even martial arts practitioners have it better to just run away, keep it verbal or, idk, carry a gun (illegal in my country). Have some of you ever been in a similar situation? Have you felt compelled to fight because you knew how to?
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2023.04.02 10:52 Slow_Television5482 I relapsed and ruined all my progress

i went like 3 months and 20 days without self harming and last night i just cut myself plus in like 3 days my friend is coming to stay for like a week, we are very close and pretty much dating and she is my FP and i might also be hers idk, but i havent told her i did this. idk what to do because its gonna make her feel really bad when she sees it. to be honest i think i should feel bad for throwing away all that progress ive never made it past 3 months without cutting before and ive just ruined my streak but i feel apathetic about it, just wanna cut some more really. ive nowhere else to post about this i dont want to worry all of my friends. but i need to say something somewhere i need to feel like this matters to anybody at all, without going and worrying my friends.
like idk should i tell her? or just let her figure it out when she is up here>? we are sitting in a call right now and she is none the wiser but i just feel like a liar for not telling her.
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2023.04.02 10:52 TheBetterMithun Started feeling better, everything went downhill and feel even worse than before.

Started therapy a year ago for depression that went untreated for at least a decade. I started to feel better with antidepressants, slowly worked towards keeping a stable routine and work towards my goals. I've always dreamed of becoming an artist for video games. Theres so many games that are near and dear to my heart, I want to be part of the creation of new games that will mean that much to someone else.
With that motivation I signed up for an online art academy that I was super excited about. I started practicing regularly, and it felt like all I had to do was keep away my fears of failing. Trust that with enough time and dedication it was within the realm of possibility to become as good as my idols. Fast forward to January of this year, and on new years my father got sick and passed away. My mother whom I love and is the sun of my life has never felt more depressed and I just feel like I'm a burden for her. I tucked everything in to go get a job asap as our financial situation which wasn't particularly good beforehand went to shit. I had to drop out of the art school and now owe them way more money than I can afford now. And with all the ai art developments, none of it even feels worth it. I was amateur at best, and I suppose that at least I don't owe bachelor degree levels of debt, but it's still a lot of money and time for a skill that feels practically useless.
I had made myself hopeful and excited that if I worked towards that goal I was doing something meaningful and it'd be worth it in the end to keep fighting every day, as cheesy as that is. I feel like absolute garbage having lost that excitement after working so hard to nurture it and work with my therapist. It just feels like nothing is worth it. I realize it's naive to think things would go my way and for making plans and expecting them to work, but at the same time how do you stave off depression without that?
In order to be stable and hopefully be able to support my mother I'm going into nursing. I love the sciences and this happens to be another interest of mine. Even though I like it I can't manage to make myself as excited for it. It feels as though I'm a coward for abandoning what I "truly love" even though it's completely logical. I'm starting work as a nurse assistant on the 10th. Starting associates degree in nursing in the fall. Pay is very good where I live for rn's so I know it would be enough to leave my mother with everything she needs to be comfortable. I know I'll survive, but I cannot find a reason why to even suffer through that in the first place. Especially when everything feels like a chore and difficult, happy times don't seem to be enough.
Today I didn't even have that bad a day. In fact, my mother and I went out for coffee and had a great time laughing and chatting while taking a walk in the sunshine. But at the end of the day even that joy, which felt like the most I'm capable of, isn't enough to sustain me living. All I can think about is ending it but I can't put my mother through that right after my father's passing.
I don't know what to do and I'd love to hear what keeps you guys going besides obligation. Otherwise, frankly I don't think I can take it anymore
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2023.04.02 10:52 No_Butterscotch_5392 Legal opinion: home has foundation problems in Ontario,Canada.

I purchased my home a few years ago “as is”. Shortly after I found out the foundation has multiple cracks some of them were not easy to spot due to the basement being partly finished. I’ve hired professionals to try to fix the problem and of course had to fork out money but the problem still persists. Did the seller have to disclose this issue? It seems the seller tried to hide the problem; they put plastic tarps outside to the edge of the wall with tree branches on top. I didn’t hire a property inspector but even if I did the inspector wouldn’t have noticed the cracks in the finished area. I cut open the drywall in the finished area and there was spray foam over a large crack. This is going to cost me thousands to repair.
I’m curious because a friend mentioned this is supposed to be disclosed even though it was sold as is. Is there a legal window of opportunity?
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2023.04.02 10:51 FewBowl1616 SBI deducted ₹36,000 for premature closure of FD with principal 20 lac @ 5.6% .

IndiaInvestments didn’t allow my post citing account age or low karma, but I really need your help through this problem. Please help ! My Father got an «FD of ₹20 lacs @5.6% 1-year tenure» done in March2021 post-retirement and renewed it, but had to close it prematurely in Jan2023. He was receiving the interest of ₹8361 on FD as monthly payout after deducting 10%TDS (₹9290 - ₹929 = ₹8361). Note that, FD interest was his only income post retirement and he wasn’t filing ITR as the income wasn’t tax eligible. For premature closure, bank deducted ₹36,000 from his savings account. THERE ARE THREE ISSUES HERE WHICH I DON’T FULLY UNDERSTAND - 1) He should’ve filled Form 15G/H (?) to avoid TDS, but since he didn’t, what can be done to claim all the TDS he has paid till date?
2) Acc. to the stated roi was 5.6% , he should’ve received ₹9333.33 as interest monthly, as opposed to ₹9290 which means roi of 5.574 This makes a difference of ₹520 in an year.
3) SBI deducted ₹36,000 as penalty for prematurity from his savings account. I don’t get how bank did the calculation. If I understand correctly, the penalty is to decrease roi by 1% i.e, = 4.6% for the period SBI paid interest for. So, interest at 4.5% from March2022 till Jan2023 (10 months) is ₹75,000 and at 5.6% for 10 months is ₹93,333 . So, the penalty amount should be ₹18,333 (₹93,333 - ₹75,000).
Fellow Redditors, this is what I understand so far and need your input and guidance on if and where I am wrong. If I have left any detail out, please ask.
Note : 1) There’s also a system issue that SBI has mentioned in a letter whose pic I have attached. I haven’t visited SBI yet on these issues, will go on Monday. 2) Attaching a few pics for reference. 3) Will keep y’all updated on any developments.
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2023.04.02 10:51 giftofshivaji I've lots of doubts while learning to program, how do I fix the doubts?

I personally get a lot of confusions, doubts, questions while learning programming. IDK if that's because I never have had a great teacher to clear my concepts or if I am not a good learner.
Then the problem is THERE IS LITERALLY NOBODY to help me.
Then few years ago, I found out there were online forums sites, QA sites like reddit, quora, facebook groups, physicsforums, codeforum etc.
But what I experienced there after asking 1000+ questions in these forums/QA sites,discords is that I wasn't learning anything at all by asking those questions.
People online were lazy to answer the question in a way that I'd understand. I understand concepts by making diagrams, understanding architecture etc. But obviously nobody was interested to provide that for me for free. I also went to tutor sites like teacheron which is an Indian/Pakistani tutor site. The catch was that I could not pay more than 1USD per doubt solved. No wonders, I got lazy folks looking for quick cash when I did it. Even worse than forums and QA sites.
Today I am at a point where I've quitted programming just because of this reason.
I did my computer engineering degree and I faced the same problem there. I had many confusions. But since I studied in a shitty country and shitty college, there was nobody to help me. I used to try notes, various books but I never gained KNOWLEDGE in depth by doing that.
What's the secret? How do you clear your doubts? I'm out of college(Even if I was in college, teachers were hopeless for help). I really need the solution. Even if I've quitted programming, I'd have to learn SOME skill to get a job and to learn THAT skill, I'll be getting lots of confusions and doubts. How do I clear it.
PS I've tried books as well to clear doubts but noticed most books don't answer my doubts that clearly. Plus, I find it tough to teach some concept entirely by reading a book. Specially atm, when I've 20 different things to study.
Edit:I forgot to mention. For me, Chatgpt is useless for conceptual doubts. I can share everything in my chatgpt history if interested. It just acts like it's giving correct answer. It's good for solving errors and bugs though, I use it as replacement for stackoverflow as I don't get approved in stackoverflow to post.
Some of the examples of my doubt(Please refrain from answering it now, I need a generic solution to this issue atm):
That was answered by me. That's the kind of answer that I understand. There was just one blog that I found after going to 10th page of google.
I don't understand the answers given above although they're seemingly saying the same thing.
Other kinds of my conceptual doubts are like this:
(related to cryptography not programming)
This is what I understand. But it happens rarely. Sometimes I feel I might not be cut out naturally for programming that's why this happens to me.
These are the kinds of answers that I love which are detail oriented with illustrations, but it's tough to get these answers for programming for free unlike for EE.
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2023.04.02 10:51 RahmetliFare DRX Aatrox

If I keep the faerie court orbs and bags until the new skin comes out, and open them when DRXtrox is releasesd, is it possible to get it from the orbs?
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2023.04.02 10:50 sprlte How to flush out the old coffee beans from Baratza Encore?

Even though it's possible to clean it, there's still some coffee grounds left over under the burrs in the dispensing area. I don't want to use new coffee beans just to flush out the old ones. Do I just keep the machine running for a minute to flush it out? Is it bad?
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