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2023.04.02 10:29 MonsieurCrowley [FC] The Ebonwing Court - PvX - Late Night
- Motto: Not for oneself but for all
- Server: Adamantoise
- Community Focus: Maintaining a tight-knit community that will thrive for years to come.
- Gameplay Focus: PvX
- Discord: https://discord.gg/A4GjxfXcFh
- Point of Contact: Ellie RNG
- Recruitment Status: Open
About Us:
The Ebonwing Court - (EWC) is an adult gaming community founded in late 2016. Led by our eccentric leader, we are a multi-gaming community full of like-minded individuals that all share the same passion, gaming. We pride ourselves on being a well-established, drama-free multi-purpose community that aims to be respected throughout the Eorzea community. We have a wonderful, diverse crowd amongst our ranks, with players from across the country. We strongly believe in a company-first atmosphere here, and we are confident that this approach will lead to our success.
Our players take much pride in not only our gaming but our role-play as well, so if you desire a well-established, well-respected company to call home, then read on and see if we are right for you! At this stage, you are probably wondering if you should join EWC. Am I right? āOf course I am.ā You are asking yourself,ā'But what can this company offer me? What separates this company from the rest? What will they expect of me?ā Well, let me help you answer these questions.
Areas of Focus: PvX
Player vs Environment ā Our main focus will be PvE. With a main and a secondary raid team, we plan on progressing in all open world and instanced dungeons, trials as well as raids, eventually clearing all the end game content as it is released.
We encourage company members to actively help and aid each other to provide a more beneficial community and help the company and its members thrive in a friendly and helpful social company. We don't shun ''lone wolves'' however, we do ask that aid be given where needed if possible.
Player vs Player ā We as a company will participate in all aspects of PvP, including but not limited to, Dueling, Crystalline Conflict, Rival Wings, organized PvP Events, and the like. In the event of hostile player aggression, we will always try diplomacy and economic solutions to resolve a situation first. However, we will not shy away from a more drastic approach.
The choice is truly up to the company member on how much or how little they wish to participate in PvP. This is also the case with RP.
Role-playing ā As a thriving community, we have many members who actively engage in post-by-post role-playing and have discord channels dedicated to those who wish to engage in the pastime, from improv to organized fictional company meetings and operations. Many of the community members have vast and imaginative backstories, and everyone is more than welcome to participate.
However, this does not supersede our priority as a PvX company. We accept it with open arms until the time comes when we organize group events and such, but the role-playing side of our company is vast, and we encourage participation.
Membership Requirements:
- We play on a North American ā East Coast server; however, we will take in players from all around the world as well. (A fluent level of English is needed.)
- You must be at least 21 years of age in order to be eligible for membership.
- Voice chat on Discord will be required for organized PvE & PvP events. You arenāt required to speak, but listening in is a must.
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2023.04.02 10:25 MonsieurCrowley [NA-PC] PvX Social 21+ The Ebonwing Court
- Community Name: The Ebonwing Court
- ESO Chapter Name: Cult of Cthulhu
- Motto: Not for oneself but for all
- Server: PC-NA
- Community Focus: Maintaining a tight-knit community that will thrive for years to come.
- Gameplay Focus: PvX
- State of Progression: Newly Established Guild
- Discord: https://discord.gg/A4GjxfXcFh
- Point of Contact: Crowley
- Recruitment Status: Open
About Us:
The Cult of Cthulhu is the Elder Scrolls Online Chapter of The Ebonwing Court - (EWC), an adult gaming community founded in late 2013. Led by our eccentric leader, we are a multi-gaming community full of like-minded individuals who share the same passion, gaming. We pride ourselves on being a well-established, drama-free multi-purpose community that aims to be respected throughout the Tamriel community. We have a wonderful, diverse crowd amongst our ranks, with players from across the country. We strongly believe in a guild-first atmosphere here and are confident that this approach will lead to our success.
Our players take much pride in not only our gaming but our role-play, so if you desire a well-established, well-respected guild to call home, read on and see if we are right for you! At this stage, you are probably wondering if you should join our guild. Am I right? āOf course I am.ā You ask yourself,ā' But what can this guild offer me? What separates this guild from the rest? What will they expect of me?ā Well, let me help you answer these questions.
Areas of Focus: PvX
Player vs Environment ā Our main focus will be PvE. With a main and a secondary raid team, we plan on progressing in all open world and instanced dungeons, trials, and raids, eventually clearing all the end game content as it is released.
We encourage company members to actively help and aid each other to provide a more healthy community and help the company and its members thrive in a friendly and helpful social guild. However, we don't shun ''lone wolves''; we do ask that aid be given where needed if possible.
Player vs Player ā We as a company will participate in all aspects of PvP, including but not limited to, Dueling, Cyrodiil, Battlegrounds, organized PvP Events, and the like. In the event of hostile player aggression, we will always try diplomacy and economic solutions to resolve a situation first. However, we will not shy away from a more drastic approach.
The choice is truly up to the guild member on how much or how little they wish to participate in PvP. This is also the case with RP.
Role-playing ā As a thriving community, we have many members who actively engage in post-by-post role-playing and have discord channels dedicated to those who wish to engage in the pastime, from improv to organized fictional company meetings and operations. Many community members have extensive and imaginative backstories, and everyone is more than welcome to participate.
However, this does not supersede our priority as a PvX guild. We accept it with open arms until the time comes when we organize group events and such, but the role-playing side of our guild is vast, and we encourage participation.
Membership Requirements:
- We play on the PC North American Megaserver. However, we will take in players from all around the world as well. (A fluent level of English is needed.)
- You must be at least 21 years of age in order to be eligible for membership.
- Voice chat on Discord will be required for organized PvE & PvP events. You arenāt required to speak, but listening in is a must.
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2023.04.02 10:15 3nesb4by The whole deal with Spotify
If you are having issues on versions 8.7+ and you see people on those versions having no problems at all this is why.
Spotify gives new users a free month of premium without letting them know. It's a sneaky free trial. You can test this yourself by installing regular Spotify from the app store.
The tweak that these modded IPA's use is called Spotilife and the developer of this tweak hasn't updated it in years, the last version of Spotify that supports it is 8.6.42
So any version of Spotify above 8.7 with Spotilife 1.8 will not work how it's supposed to.
I see people complaining about not having the new UI or lyrics but IPA's with Sposify will give you customization features. For lyrics turn on these two in Sposify settings 'Realtime Lyrics Button' and 'Realtime Lyrics Card' and for the floating bar turn on 'Floating Bar', 'Floating Bar Color Extraction' and 'Floating Bar Small Cover Art'.
Very High audio quality is server sided and cannot be enabled, if you want the highest quality just turn on High and disable Audio Normalization in playback settings. Same deal with HiFi because that is server sided as well.
If you are looking for the perfect Spotify IPA, Scarlet has this (shoutout scarlet) and on github called SpotCompiled, look for SpotC++ and on scarlet it's just called Sposify++
I'll make sure to answer all questions, hope this helps!
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Spotify gives new users a free month of premium without letting them know. It's a sneaky free trial. You can test this yourself by installing regular Spotify from the app store.
The tweak that these modded IPA's use is called Spotilife and the developer of this tweak hasn't updated it in years, the last version of Spotify that supports it is 8.6.42
So any version of Spotify above 8.7 with Spotilife 1.8 will not work how it's supposed to.
I see people complaining about not having the new UI or lyrics but IPA's with Sposify will give you customization features. For lyrics turn on these two in Sposify settings 'Realtime Lyrics Button' and 'Realtime Lyrics Card' and for the floating bar turn on 'Floating Bar', 'Floating Bar Color Extraction' and 'Floating Bar Small Cover Art'.
Very High audio quality is server sided and cannot be enabled, if you want the highest quality just turn on High and disable Audio Normalization in playback settings. Same deal with HiFi because that is server sided as well.
If you are looking for the perfect Spotify IPA, Scarlet has this (shoutout scarlet) and on github called SpotCompiled, look for SpotC++ and on scarlet it's just called Sposify++
I'll make sure to answer all questions, hope this helps!
2023.04.02 10:12 happytoseeyousmile [Ro] Foggy Eyes (The first book in the "Of Love and Tears" series) Part 1
Prologue
Wills laid with contemplating eyes, as he glances up and down; scanning the room surrounding him, reflecting if he should do what he was about to do next. It seemed rather clear to him that he should just give up and let life take its course, but he couldnāt shake off the feeling that he was rather sorrowful, not because he is leaving this world but rather who he is leaving behind. She was a dear sweet girl, an amazing one that he was blessed to have gotten to know. Maybe, just maybe, he shouldnāt do what he was going to do. Can he actually do it? After all, he never truly thought it over in a rational way; yet can someone actually do it in a mannerism where it feels just and sensible? Can that truly be achieved with a senile mind like his -a cursed one, he rather admitted-. In the end his buzzes, as he so loved to call them, had gotten the best of him. It was dreadful to think that he was going to dump all of this on the next person with his āgiftā. He didnāt feel so content knowing he would be harming another soul. However, he knew, he was absolutely sure that Marie will handle all of this ruckus and withstand the ripple that he will cause in her life. She was a strong girl, stronger than he will ever be. After what seemed like hours of twitching left and right, he decided to seal his fate, just as it should have been done since the day he was born. As the morning sun rose his lifeless body hanged in the centre of the room with drops of blood dripping from his toes. It wasnāt till the smell escaped into the streets that the body was finally let to rest, an eternal one.
To Dear Marie, my love.
āPerhaps things might have been different if I was not who I am. Maybe you could have found the love you were destined to have if I wasnāt there in your life. Sadly enough, you werenāt so fortunate to not have met me. The forever going curse thatās going to haunt you from now till the end of your life, I am here with you Marie.ā This was the last letter left for Marie Harris by her passing friend, or maybe more than a friend -it was complicated-.
Marie fell to her knees, tears rolling at the sides of her cheeks. She grasped for air, as she clinched her heart; the pumps, they were up in her ears. She steadily let out faint screams of agony before progressively getting louder, she sobbed, for a time even she didnāt know. All she could remember after such sobbing was that her eyes gave up on sight. She just laid where she was on the now wet floor, hugging the only thing she has left from the best man she had ever known, from him.
She opened her eyes to see that a day has slipped by, and she was still where she was. [Now thatās enough sobbing, he wouldnāt want me to be like that, would he?] She thought to herself. Marie quickly picked herself up, removed any evidence of the scars that she was bearing before maintaining the appearance she always had in front of others, the cheery Marie -or so she was called-. Inside the letter laid a tungsten tag that Wills always wore around his neck, she assumed he had left it there as a memorial, a proof of his once existence. A stoic calmness engulfed her mind -that seemed to occur whenever the rocks of pressure crushed her-. In a way it was a mechanism to escape the daggers that were now firmly intact inside her heart.
As the bell rang, Marie snapped back into reality, quickly stuffing the necklace in her pocket, she rushed to the door, fixing what she could in her appearance. Looking through the magic eye, she made out two silhouettes, presumably a man along with a woman. Giving herself one final look in the nearby mirror, she thought she was alright enough to finally open the door. As soon as she opened the door, the woman launched herself on Marie while weeping.
āHe is gone Marie; he is really gone.ā Wept the woman. āThere, there, it is all going to be alright Mrs. Carter. He might have moved to the other side but that does not mean that he will not be with us anymore. We have him here, in our hearts.ā Marie pointed to her chest while gently rubbing Mrs. Carterās head with tip of her fingers to calm her down. āYou know better than that dear Marie. All of that is rubbish that we tell ourselves just not to mourn our losses. Wills is gone, he truly is. If you could kindly stop feeding my wife false hope, that would be much appreciated.ā Mr. Carter was a tough cookie, a real tough cookie, years of fighting against oneself as well as having to go through a bunch of traumatic experiences left even the most sensitive of men an impervious rock. āDo NOT say that Mr. Carter!ā cried out Marie, perhaps with too much frustration.
Mr. Carter looked away, shamefully avoiding Marieās gaze. He understood what they were feeling; it wasnāt like that he wasnāt feeling it too, in fact, one could argue that amongst all of them Mr. Carter was the most broken down since he lost the only light left in his life, his beloved son. He had to be strong, he had to be the pillar that holds this family together or so he thought. He denied his urges to sob unlike his wife. Even though it took all of his will not to shed a tear, his face still fathered pain, sorrow, and outmost despair. His once beaming beautiful eyes were now nothing more than a hollow dead dark shell.
Once Mrs. Carter contained herself, they drifted into the living room where everyone sat down, the room sat silent for more than it had the right to be. In hopes of escaping the awkwardness Marie went to bring the Carters tea. As soon as she came back the old folks gave her a weird look before Mr. Carter decided to be the one to spark a conservation.
āMarieā he placed his firm strong hands on her shoulders āI think I speak for both I and Hollie when we say that we are concerned about you. You always acted tough and managed to handle what was thrown at you; yet is it the same here? Are you really holding up well? Or is it the same mask that you constantly wear in these situations?ā Just like a father who knew his child for decades, his eyes read her soul. He could see the trembling bleeding wounds that were clogged up just enough not to leak; however, like every dam, there is so much you can hold before it all comes crashing down. The warmth of his eyes, his words and his touch made it nearly impossible to avoid answering honestly to a man that sincere. āWills was something to ALL of us. He was a loving son, a friend, a long-life commitment, and a lover. I do not know why he did what he did. I do not know why he stepped beyond the horizon this time. All I do know is that we are hurting, each in our own way. Marie Harris, I am asking you not as a father of your past partner but as a mourning person to another, are you really doing fine?ā
Marieās heart wavered, it yearned to be understood -after the person who understood it the most kicked the bucket-. āI am alright Mr. Carter, it will take its time and it will pass.ā She said without skipping a beat. [You fool, he asked you to open up to him and the very next thing you do is lie to his face. You were THIS close from finally being able to share what has been weighting you down since yesterday. You can lie to him but not to yourself, we know that we are slowly but surely breaking down. We canāt afford to stay strong all the time. Let yourself be weak sometimes Marie!] buzzed her consciousness. Even with her mind going against her will, her actions defied the salvation she was offered. She rejected the only escape that was open to her. Mr. Carter still held his firm eyes, looking into the back of her mind. [He is just like Wills, he reads us like a book.] shivered Marie from that thought. Mr. Carter took off his hand, as he headed towards Mrs. Carter.
āIf you say so Marie. Though I have to admit I am not so convinced. I will let you take your time to figure things out on your own. Everyone needs their space after all. We will come back to check up on you in two days. Exactly 12 O`clock. Would you be available at that time?ā āI should be sir. I will be patiently waiting for you then.ā āAlright, it is a sealed deal. We will come back. Take care of yourself Marie. Do not let them win.ā āI will not sir.ā He raised his thumbs as some form of reconfirmation. [Just like Wills] she thought. Mrs. Carter rushed into Marieās arms, she let the warmth of the mother immerse Marieās body with their heart sharing a beat, a low steady sad beat. Marie leaned in with all of her passion into that hug. The Carters were a family of expressive people, each in their way of course. āLetās stay in touch my dear.ā āI will Hollie. I will.ā Mrs. Carter kissed her on the cheek before leaving with Mr. Carter, closing the door behind them.
Once again, the dark loomed over Marie. The loneliness crept from the bits of hell and crawled right into her heart; its long nails penetrated right where it hurts, stringing every vein, making sure that Marie is able to feel every fibre of her being torn apart. Satan -or her imagination of him- ensured that Marie would taste every twitch as clearly as she could. Before she could be long past gone, the tag in her pocket seemed to burn at her side, reminding her that Wills was still here. Still with her. She reached down to grasp this tormenting memory, this scorching flames of pain, in a twisted way, this gave her clarity. This allowed her to steer the once gloomy atmosphere into something more pleasant -as pleasant as a burnt-out person can muster up-. Marie let her eyelids clamp down, as rest overcame her senses and dullness took her mind by surprise. For one more time, Marie was allowed to escape from her mind, thanks to Wills, her saviour.
The sun, thatās what she had symbolised ever since the moment he laid eyes on her -though he doesnāt seem to remember much of that-. She lit his world, and he left that world to be contaminated with the shards of HIM. He knew of his existence, for he didnāt leave him alone. Even if forgotten, he still loomed, waited, he knew the moment would come. At that moment he would strike. He felt his presence on his heart; an iron nail directly pointed, barely touching but still poking with an undeniable force. He didnāt know how long he could withstand denying him, he didnāt know how long he could hold him back. But for sure he knew; he knew of what would happen when he did come back. He had promised only destruction, and he was a man of his word. May the lord help those in need.
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Wills laid with contemplating eyes, as he glances up and down; scanning the room surrounding him, reflecting if he should do what he was about to do next. It seemed rather clear to him that he should just give up and let life take its course, but he couldnāt shake off the feeling that he was rather sorrowful, not because he is leaving this world but rather who he is leaving behind. She was a dear sweet girl, an amazing one that he was blessed to have gotten to know. Maybe, just maybe, he shouldnāt do what he was going to do. Can he actually do it? After all, he never truly thought it over in a rational way; yet can someone actually do it in a mannerism where it feels just and sensible? Can that truly be achieved with a senile mind like his -a cursed one, he rather admitted-. In the end his buzzes, as he so loved to call them, had gotten the best of him. It was dreadful to think that he was going to dump all of this on the next person with his āgiftā. He didnāt feel so content knowing he would be harming another soul. However, he knew, he was absolutely sure that Marie will handle all of this ruckus and withstand the ripple that he will cause in her life. She was a strong girl, stronger than he will ever be. After what seemed like hours of twitching left and right, he decided to seal his fate, just as it should have been done since the day he was born. As the morning sun rose his lifeless body hanged in the centre of the room with drops of blood dripping from his toes. It wasnāt till the smell escaped into the streets that the body was finally let to rest, an eternal one.
To Dear Marie, my love.
āPerhaps things might have been different if I was not who I am. Maybe you could have found the love you were destined to have if I wasnāt there in your life. Sadly enough, you werenāt so fortunate to not have met me. The forever going curse thatās going to haunt you from now till the end of your life, I am here with you Marie.ā This was the last letter left for Marie Harris by her passing friend, or maybe more than a friend -it was complicated-.
Marie fell to her knees, tears rolling at the sides of her cheeks. She grasped for air, as she clinched her heart; the pumps, they were up in her ears. She steadily let out faint screams of agony before progressively getting louder, she sobbed, for a time even she didnāt know. All she could remember after such sobbing was that her eyes gave up on sight. She just laid where she was on the now wet floor, hugging the only thing she has left from the best man she had ever known, from him.
She opened her eyes to see that a day has slipped by, and she was still where she was. [Now thatās enough sobbing, he wouldnāt want me to be like that, would he?] She thought to herself. Marie quickly picked herself up, removed any evidence of the scars that she was bearing before maintaining the appearance she always had in front of others, the cheery Marie -or so she was called-. Inside the letter laid a tungsten tag that Wills always wore around his neck, she assumed he had left it there as a memorial, a proof of his once existence. A stoic calmness engulfed her mind -that seemed to occur whenever the rocks of pressure crushed her-. In a way it was a mechanism to escape the daggers that were now firmly intact inside her heart.
As the bell rang, Marie snapped back into reality, quickly stuffing the necklace in her pocket, she rushed to the door, fixing what she could in her appearance. Looking through the magic eye, she made out two silhouettes, presumably a man along with a woman. Giving herself one final look in the nearby mirror, she thought she was alright enough to finally open the door. As soon as she opened the door, the woman launched herself on Marie while weeping.
āHe is gone Marie; he is really gone.ā Wept the woman. āThere, there, it is all going to be alright Mrs. Carter. He might have moved to the other side but that does not mean that he will not be with us anymore. We have him here, in our hearts.ā Marie pointed to her chest while gently rubbing Mrs. Carterās head with tip of her fingers to calm her down. āYou know better than that dear Marie. All of that is rubbish that we tell ourselves just not to mourn our losses. Wills is gone, he truly is. If you could kindly stop feeding my wife false hope, that would be much appreciated.ā Mr. Carter was a tough cookie, a real tough cookie, years of fighting against oneself as well as having to go through a bunch of traumatic experiences left even the most sensitive of men an impervious rock. āDo NOT say that Mr. Carter!ā cried out Marie, perhaps with too much frustration.
Mr. Carter looked away, shamefully avoiding Marieās gaze. He understood what they were feeling; it wasnāt like that he wasnāt feeling it too, in fact, one could argue that amongst all of them Mr. Carter was the most broken down since he lost the only light left in his life, his beloved son. He had to be strong, he had to be the pillar that holds this family together or so he thought. He denied his urges to sob unlike his wife. Even though it took all of his will not to shed a tear, his face still fathered pain, sorrow, and outmost despair. His once beaming beautiful eyes were now nothing more than a hollow dead dark shell.
Once Mrs. Carter contained herself, they drifted into the living room where everyone sat down, the room sat silent for more than it had the right to be. In hopes of escaping the awkwardness Marie went to bring the Carters tea. As soon as she came back the old folks gave her a weird look before Mr. Carter decided to be the one to spark a conservation.
āMarieā he placed his firm strong hands on her shoulders āI think I speak for both I and Hollie when we say that we are concerned about you. You always acted tough and managed to handle what was thrown at you; yet is it the same here? Are you really holding up well? Or is it the same mask that you constantly wear in these situations?ā Just like a father who knew his child for decades, his eyes read her soul. He could see the trembling bleeding wounds that were clogged up just enough not to leak; however, like every dam, there is so much you can hold before it all comes crashing down. The warmth of his eyes, his words and his touch made it nearly impossible to avoid answering honestly to a man that sincere. āWills was something to ALL of us. He was a loving son, a friend, a long-life commitment, and a lover. I do not know why he did what he did. I do not know why he stepped beyond the horizon this time. All I do know is that we are hurting, each in our own way. Marie Harris, I am asking you not as a father of your past partner but as a mourning person to another, are you really doing fine?ā
Marieās heart wavered, it yearned to be understood -after the person who understood it the most kicked the bucket-. āI am alright Mr. Carter, it will take its time and it will pass.ā She said without skipping a beat. [You fool, he asked you to open up to him and the very next thing you do is lie to his face. You were THIS close from finally being able to share what has been weighting you down since yesterday. You can lie to him but not to yourself, we know that we are slowly but surely breaking down. We canāt afford to stay strong all the time. Let yourself be weak sometimes Marie!] buzzed her consciousness. Even with her mind going against her will, her actions defied the salvation she was offered. She rejected the only escape that was open to her. Mr. Carter still held his firm eyes, looking into the back of her mind. [He is just like Wills, he reads us like a book.] shivered Marie from that thought. Mr. Carter took off his hand, as he headed towards Mrs. Carter.
āIf you say so Marie. Though I have to admit I am not so convinced. I will let you take your time to figure things out on your own. Everyone needs their space after all. We will come back to check up on you in two days. Exactly 12 O`clock. Would you be available at that time?ā āI should be sir. I will be patiently waiting for you then.ā āAlright, it is a sealed deal. We will come back. Take care of yourself Marie. Do not let them win.ā āI will not sir.ā He raised his thumbs as some form of reconfirmation. [Just like Wills] she thought. Mrs. Carter rushed into Marieās arms, she let the warmth of the mother immerse Marieās body with their heart sharing a beat, a low steady sad beat. Marie leaned in with all of her passion into that hug. The Carters were a family of expressive people, each in their way of course. āLetās stay in touch my dear.ā āI will Hollie. I will.ā Mrs. Carter kissed her on the cheek before leaving with Mr. Carter, closing the door behind them.
Once again, the dark loomed over Marie. The loneliness crept from the bits of hell and crawled right into her heart; its long nails penetrated right where it hurts, stringing every vein, making sure that Marie is able to feel every fibre of her being torn apart. Satan -or her imagination of him- ensured that Marie would taste every twitch as clearly as she could. Before she could be long past gone, the tag in her pocket seemed to burn at her side, reminding her that Wills was still here. Still with her. She reached down to grasp this tormenting memory, this scorching flames of pain, in a twisted way, this gave her clarity. This allowed her to steer the once gloomy atmosphere into something more pleasant -as pleasant as a burnt-out person can muster up-. Marie let her eyelids clamp down, as rest overcame her senses and dullness took her mind by surprise. For one more time, Marie was allowed to escape from her mind, thanks to Wills, her saviour.
The sun, thatās what she had symbolised ever since the moment he laid eyes on her -though he doesnāt seem to remember much of that-. She lit his world, and he left that world to be contaminated with the shards of HIM. He knew of his existence, for he didnāt leave him alone. Even if forgotten, he still loomed, waited, he knew the moment would come. At that moment he would strike. He felt his presence on his heart; an iron nail directly pointed, barely touching but still poking with an undeniable force. He didnāt know how long he could withstand denying him, he didnāt know how long he could hold him back. But for sure he knew; he knew of what would happen when he did come back. He had promised only destruction, and he was a man of his word. May the lord help those in need.
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I'd love to have a catching spree of my own Scarlet Paradox Mons and I need a player with a Scarlet Version and a whole ton of patience lol.
Would love to give a Dive Ball Palafin or Ultra Ball Kingambit, or 10 on hand aprimons, or your own Violet Paradox mons if you want to catch them for yourself.
Please and thanks!
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Would love to give a Dive Ball Palafin or Ultra Ball Kingambit, or 10 on hand aprimons, or your own Violet Paradox mons if you want to catch them for yourself.
Please and thanks!
2023.04.02 10:10 Tictac85 Why is it being stupid in hangnan?
 | How was I supposed to guess stranger things. I asked "Let's play hangman you think of a TV show and I will guess with letters" submitted by Tictac85 to ChatGPT [link] [comments] It responded "Sure, let's play! I've thought of a TV show, and it has 10 letters. Here's the blank spaces: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. Guess a letter!" Stranger things doesn't fit in the space provided. Why can't it play hangman properly? |
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Phase 2) Content StrategyThere is one thing that separates those who make it in the digital economy and those who donāt.Itās the quality, articulation, and perceived originality of their content.The content you post has to make sense to the people you attract.Everyone has a different voice and tone that they resonate with. That they are congruent with and trust.It has to change their thought patterns or behavior ā thatās what makes you memorable.Thatās what separates you from the sea of people posting surface-level copy-cat style posts.Example and putting my money where my mouth is:
Phase 3) Crafting Your OfferMost people are sitting on a goldmine of skills, experience, and knowledge (that they can use to help people 1-2 steps behind them).That is what people pay for.Considering 95% of the market are beginnersā¦ if you are good at something, you can help them get to your level (no matter how ābasicā you think the information is).Do you not watch basic content all day anyway? People donāt want new information, they want to be reminded of what works.
Phase 4) Marketing StrategyYou arenāt making money because you arenāt promoting yourself or your offer.That is literally the only way to make money. Have something desirable and consistently put it in front of peoplesā faces.In Phase 4, I will show you how to systemize, automate, and be consistent with simple promotions.You will be able to make money without having the chance of forgetting to do it (or letting fear of failure get in the way).
Bonus) The Creator Command CenterThe Creator Command Center is a Notion template that houses all of the systems.This is how you will manage your brand, content, offer creation, marketing strategy, and systemized promotions for consistent sales.Bonus) Live Product Build & LaunchIn the first Digital Economics Cohort, I built out my course The 2 Hour Writer.I have videos showing how I build it with the strategies in phase 3 and 4.There is a bonus module that shows how I had an $85,000 launch that resulted in my first $100K month.I did this to prove the strategies inside Digital Economics work if you stick to the plan.And, this past Black Friday, I blew my that monthly high out of the water in 4 days.Thatās the power of these strategies if you stay consistent with your lifeās work. |
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We're a social open place with a small Apex community (mostly EU), LOTS of EGorls, emotes and the magic of friendship!
Join us for an active gaming community where there will always be someone to play games with you. Do you play other games too? Bored and looking for a chat? Wanna watch movies with friends? Join any voice channel and a gorgeous e girl is guaranteed to join you!
Although before you apply you must match the below checklist first:
18+, Twisted sense of humour, Loves food, like REALLY loves food Alottle of crazy Extremely weird If you ticked all of the aboveā¦
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Greetings and Welcome to the Asylum 669 where all your gaming needs are supplemented and joys are fulfilled, in this 18+ Discord we hang, chill and get up to mischief as a fun, crazy coop of patients.
We're a social open place with LOTS of EGorls, emotes and the magic of friendship!
Join us for an active gaming community where there will always be someone to play Overwatch with you. Do you play other games too? Bored and looking for a chat? Wanna watch movies with friends? Join any voice channel and a gorgeous e girl is guaranteed to join you!
Although before you apply you must match the below checklist first:
18+, Twisted sense of humour, Loves food, like REALLY loves food Alottle of crazy Extremely weird If you ticked all of the aboveā¦
Come on in, sign yourself up and get strapped in for a mental time!
Can't wait to see you there.
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Checkout our official website https://www.asylum669.com/!
Greetings and Welcome to the Asylum 669 where all your gaming needs are supplemented and joys are fulfilled, in this 18+ Discord we hang, chill and get up to mischief as a fun, crazy coop of patients.
We're a social open place with LOTS of EGorls, emotes and the magic of friendship!
Join us for an active gaming community where there will always be someone to play Overwatch with you. Do you play other games too? Bored and looking for a chat? Wanna watch movies with friends? Join any voice channel and a gorgeous e girl is guaranteed to join you!
Although before you apply you must match the below checklist first:
18+, Twisted sense of humour, Loves food, like REALLY loves food Alottle of crazy Extremely weird If you ticked all of the aboveā¦
Come on in, sign yourself up and get strapped in for a mental time!
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Phase 1) Creating A Meaningful NicheEvery day I hear people going on and on about trying to find their niche.I also hear people talking about how they donāt know how to combine what they love talking about with what will sell.You already have the answer. You just donāt have the clarity.
Phase 2) Content StrategyThere is one thing that separates those who make it in the digital economy and those who donāt.Itās the quality, articulation, and perceived originality of their content.The content you post has to make sense to the people you attract.Everyone has a different voice and tone that they resonate with. That they are congruent with and trust.It has to change their thought patterns or behavior ā thatās what makes you memorable.Thatās what separates you from the sea of people posting surface-level copy-cat style posts.Example and putting my money where my mouth is:
Phase 3) Crafting Your OfferMost people are sitting on a goldmine of skills, experience, and knowledge (that they can use to help people 1-2 steps behind them).That is what people pay for.Considering 95% of the market are beginnersā¦ if you are good at something, you can help them get to your level (no matter how ābasicā you think the information is).Do you not watch basic content all day anyway? People donāt want new information, they want to be reminded of what works.
Phase 4) Marketing StrategyYou arenāt making money because you arenāt promoting yourself or your offer.That is literally the only way to make money. Have something desirable and consistently put it in front of peoplesā faces.In Phase 4, I will show you how to systemize, automate, and be consistent with simple promotions.You will be able to make money without having the chance of forgetting to do it (or letting fear of failure get in the way).
Bonus) The Creator Command CenterThe Creator Command Center is a Notion template that houses all of the systems.This is how you will manage your brand, content, offer creation, marketing strategy, and systemized promotions for consistent sales.Bonus) Live Product Build & LaunchIn the first Digital Economics Cohort, I built out my course The 2 Hour Writer.I have videos showing how I build it with the strategies in phase 3 and 4.There is a bonus module that shows how I had an $85,000 launch that resulted in my first $100K month.I did this to prove the strategies inside Digital Economics work if you stick to the plan.And, this past Black Friday, I blew my that monthly high out of the water in 4 days.Thatās the power of these strategies if you stay consistent with your lifeās work. |
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2023.04.02 09:48 thinkB4Uact What is the truth about spirit? Self? Creator? Is it found from within or dispensed from above?
The truth is there in the background all of the time. We are in a structure of being and doing that came from previous causes. It's fulfilling that which set it forth regardless of whether or not the participants are currently aware of the background.
It contains distractions, loud emotional and perceptual distractions, that are even in some cases designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. It is such that the truth can be spoken and yet it is not understood and absorbed despite some in the know confirming it was spoken fairly well.
What is the truth? Why do you want to know the truth? It is actually relevant to the truth. The way you seek the truth impacts your interpretation of it. There is an intent for appreciation. If the way you seek the truth does not support appreciation, you cannot understand the truth. It will be incompatible with your emotional and mental state.
The truth is that what we are doing is an extension of seeking spirit as consciousness. Truth is a bridge between consciousness and spirit. Spirit is the happiness we pursue in free will. Our imaginings have this expectation of spirit in them. We are seeking to manifest spirit for our consciousness. The truth is a means toward that end. Without the spirit, there is no meaning, purpose or value. The truth would seem dead, lifeless, pointless. That is why emotional and mental state matters while seeking the truth here.
We are made in the image of, which is the behavioral structure of, a creator. To seek the manifestation of imagination to achieve spirit is to create and preserve. It causes the effect. It makes us creators. The more we do this, the more we become creators. This is how we help to create, preserve and appreciate creation for consciousness.
If you're temporarily in an unpleasant way, this truth seems like BS. It can even make you mad. That dynamic is a window into the element previously mentioned. In some cases experiences are designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. These experiences have us separate ourselves from the truth. EVIL causes us to separate ourselves from the truth of why we LIVE. It makes it seem untrue and offensive. It hides the truth of our origin.
See how the ongoing, regularly refreshed, quest for spirit, manifesting imagination using the truth to pursue spirit, creates? It creates small single outcomes through us. It creates clusters of outcomes through us. It can be understood to apply to this grand superstructure of existence we are within as well. Our origin is the source of this place. It is for the purpose of creating spirit for consciousness. That's why and how it manifests and maintains itself. Love has many meanings and one is spirit, the love of experiences. (A) Creator is (because of) love.
See inside yourself. You are a spiritual being. Your being is based on the quest for spirit. It makes you a creator. You are a cell in the body of many selves that create. The health of this body of creator(s) is the health of the spirit. We are each individually and all collectively served by the creation of spirit. It's a mysterious element elusive to understanding, but is required by all of us to have a will to do anything.
Spirit is the subjective beauty in the eye of the beholder of experiences. This spirit drives spiritual beings to animate themselves within creation. The meaning purpose and value of life, of creation, of being anywhere as anything, is to pursue spirit. If there is no spirit, then there is no value, meaning or purpose. Again, it is a subjective assessment by the being, inside of itself, rather than an objective assessment to be told to the being. Appreciation is inseparable from creation as a process. That is the spirit of it.
Why don't we know these things? Why don't we talk about spirit in spiritual forums? Why is it used to describe what is outside of our ability to know for sure, that often has tenuous links to the version of of the word spirit described in this writing? Spirit is not just the food of creators. It is the food of the alternative to creators that create what causes us to separate from the truth of our origin. These spiritual beings steal spirit by causing offense and negative emotions like bullies. They are not supportive of the will, the spirit to LIVE, they are the spirit of EVIL. They make us think, feel and express, "there is no God!"
EVIL beings thrive in our ignorance of spirit as they cause us to bleed spirit. They reverse the principles that facilitate what it is to LIVE. Rather than aligning positively with others' spirit, they align negatively, causing negative emotions rather than positive ones in order to gain their spirit. They deceive and coerce to get this spirit from others. They preferred to infiltrate, corrupt, feed and spread on spiritual beings to get spirit as a resource. They keep us from knowledge of spirit and our origins. This dynamic makes them driven experts at keeping the truth from our minds. They are better at this than you'd initially think.
These deceivers position themselves inside of spiritual belief systems and twist the truths in them into lies, often completely backwards. They intend to disconnect us from our spirit when we seek spiritual truths. See how we gain greater self-control as we achieve greater spirit for ourselves with our self-determination? This is not aligned with the idea of control over us to drain us with negative emotions, but the opposite. They gain greater control over us by controlling our spirit. Will and spirit are inseparable. Our quest for spirit has us define ourselves, through our intentions, our wills. These two spiritual agendas are incompatible and in a perpetual state of conflict. This is the spiritual conflict. This truth is hidden from us by the opposing side. Forgetting our origin and the nature of spirit goes with their inclusion and goes away with their separation.
This is where our spiritual maturity comes into play. Are we willing to be honest about the truth and spirit despite pressure? Will we be responsible for our own behaviors? Will we call out those who create negative emotions and a lack of freedom to limit them from doing so? Will we push that distraction away from our spiritual beings? Will we feel the spirit from our attempts to manifest imagination using the truth? Will we realize and know what we are in doing that? Will we become the destiny we were set forth to manifest for ourselves? We could decide to just complain about unfairness, ignore the truth, ignore the spirit, ignore our ability to respond and then wait for outside salvation. We're going to get highly convincing, falsely benevolent charlatans telling us to wait, over and over again, forever. They win when we don't do what we're supposed to do to save ourselves. Self-determination has to come from the self, by structure and definition. They trick us into avoiding doing what makes us feel free and alive. It's all about spirit, will, selves and creation. Will we own and control ourselves?
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It contains distractions, loud emotional and perceptual distractions, that are even in some cases designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. It is such that the truth can be spoken and yet it is not understood and absorbed despite some in the know confirming it was spoken fairly well.
What is the truth? Why do you want to know the truth? It is actually relevant to the truth. The way you seek the truth impacts your interpretation of it. There is an intent for appreciation. If the way you seek the truth does not support appreciation, you cannot understand the truth. It will be incompatible with your emotional and mental state.
The truth is that what we are doing is an extension of seeking spirit as consciousness. Truth is a bridge between consciousness and spirit. Spirit is the happiness we pursue in free will. Our imaginings have this expectation of spirit in them. We are seeking to manifest spirit for our consciousness. The truth is a means toward that end. Without the spirit, there is no meaning, purpose or value. The truth would seem dead, lifeless, pointless. That is why emotional and mental state matters while seeking the truth here.
We are made in the image of, which is the behavioral structure of, a creator. To seek the manifestation of imagination to achieve spirit is to create and preserve. It causes the effect. It makes us creators. The more we do this, the more we become creators. This is how we help to create, preserve and appreciate creation for consciousness.
If you're temporarily in an unpleasant way, this truth seems like BS. It can even make you mad. That dynamic is a window into the element previously mentioned. In some cases experiences are designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. These experiences have us separate ourselves from the truth. EVIL causes us to separate ourselves from the truth of why we LIVE. It makes it seem untrue and offensive. It hides the truth of our origin.
See how the ongoing, regularly refreshed, quest for spirit, manifesting imagination using the truth to pursue spirit, creates? It creates small single outcomes through us. It creates clusters of outcomes through us. It can be understood to apply to this grand superstructure of existence we are within as well. Our origin is the source of this place. It is for the purpose of creating spirit for consciousness. That's why and how it manifests and maintains itself. Love has many meanings and one is spirit, the love of experiences. (A) Creator is (because of) love.
See inside yourself. You are a spiritual being. Your being is based on the quest for spirit. It makes you a creator. You are a cell in the body of many selves that create. The health of this body of creator(s) is the health of the spirit. We are each individually and all collectively served by the creation of spirit. It's a mysterious element elusive to understanding, but is required by all of us to have a will to do anything.
Spirit is the subjective beauty in the eye of the beholder of experiences. This spirit drives spiritual beings to animate themselves within creation. The meaning purpose and value of life, of creation, of being anywhere as anything, is to pursue spirit. If there is no spirit, then there is no value, meaning or purpose. Again, it is a subjective assessment by the being, inside of itself, rather than an objective assessment to be told to the being. Appreciation is inseparable from creation as a process. That is the spirit of it.
Why don't we know these things? Why don't we talk about spirit in spiritual forums? Why is it used to describe what is outside of our ability to know for sure, that often has tenuous links to the version of of the word spirit described in this writing? Spirit is not just the food of creators. It is the food of the alternative to creators that create what causes us to separate from the truth of our origin. These spiritual beings steal spirit by causing offense and negative emotions like bullies. They are not supportive of the will, the spirit to LIVE, they are the spirit of EVIL. They make us think, feel and express, "there is no God!"
EVIL beings thrive in our ignorance of spirit as they cause us to bleed spirit. They reverse the principles that facilitate what it is to LIVE. Rather than aligning positively with others' spirit, they align negatively, causing negative emotions rather than positive ones in order to gain their spirit. They deceive and coerce to get this spirit from others. They preferred to infiltrate, corrupt, feed and spread on spiritual beings to get spirit as a resource. They keep us from knowledge of spirit and our origins. This dynamic makes them driven experts at keeping the truth from our minds. They are better at this than you'd initially think.
These deceivers position themselves inside of spiritual belief systems and twist the truths in them into lies, often completely backwards. They intend to disconnect us from our spirit when we seek spiritual truths. See how we gain greater self-control as we achieve greater spirit for ourselves with our self-determination? This is not aligned with the idea of control over us to drain us with negative emotions, but the opposite. They gain greater control over us by controlling our spirit. Will and spirit are inseparable. Our quest for spirit has us define ourselves, through our intentions, our wills. These two spiritual agendas are incompatible and in a perpetual state of conflict. This is the spiritual conflict. This truth is hidden from us by the opposing side. Forgetting our origin and the nature of spirit goes with their inclusion and goes away with their separation.
This is where our spiritual maturity comes into play. Are we willing to be honest about the truth and spirit despite pressure? Will we be responsible for our own behaviors? Will we call out those who create negative emotions and a lack of freedom to limit them from doing so? Will we push that distraction away from our spiritual beings? Will we feel the spirit from our attempts to manifest imagination using the truth? Will we realize and know what we are in doing that? Will we become the destiny we were set forth to manifest for ourselves? We could decide to just complain about unfairness, ignore the truth, ignore the spirit, ignore our ability to respond and then wait for outside salvation. We're going to get highly convincing, falsely benevolent charlatans telling us to wait, over and over again, forever. They win when we don't do what we're supposed to do to save ourselves. Self-determination has to come from the self, by structure and definition. They trick us into avoiding doing what makes us feel free and alive. It's all about spirit, will, selves and creation. Will we own and control ourselves?
2023.04.02 09:47 thinkB4Uact What is the truth about spirit? Self? Creator? Is it found from within or dispensed from above?
The truth is there in the background all of the time. We are in a structure of being and doing that came from previous causes. It's fulfilling that which set it forth regardless of whether or not the participants are currently aware of the background.
It contains distractions, loud emotional and perceptual distractions, that are even in some cases designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. It is such that the truth can be spoken and yet it is not understood and absorbed despite some in the know confirming it was spoken fairly well.
What is the truth? Why do you want to know the truth? It is actually relevant to the truth. The way you seek the truth impacts your interpretation of it. There is an intent for appreciation. If the way you seek the truth does not support appreciation, you cannot understand the truth. It will be incompatible with your emotional and mental state.
The truth is that what we are doing is an extension of seeking spirit as consciousness. Truth is a bridge between consciousness and spirit. Spirit is the happiness we pursue in free will. Our imaginings have this expectation of spirit in them. We are seeking to manifest spirit for our consciousness. The truth is a means toward that end. Without the spirit, there is no meaning, purpose or value. The truth would seem dead, lifeless, pointless. That is why emotional and mental state matters while seeking the truth here.
We are made in the image of, which is the behavioral structure of, a creator. To seek the manifestation of imagination to achieve spirit is to create and preserve. It causes the effect. It makes us creators. The more we do this, the more we become creators. This is how we help to create, preserve and appreciate creation for consciousness.
If you're temporarily in an unpleasant way, this truth seems like BS. It can even make you mad. That dynamic is a window into the element previously mentioned. In some cases experiences are designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. These experiences have us separate ourselves from the truth. EVIL causes us to separate ourselves from the truth of why we LIVE. It makes it seem untrue and offensive. It hides the truth of our origin.
See how the ongoing, regularly refreshed, quest for spirit, manifesting imagination using the truth to pursue spirit, creates? It creates small single outcomes through us. It creates clusters of outcomes through us. It can be understood to apply to this grand superstructure of existence we are within as well. Our origin is the source of this place. It is for the purpose of creating spirit for consciousness. That's why and how it manifests and maintains itself. Love has many meanings and one is spirit, the love of experiences. (A) Creator is (because of) love.
See inside yourself. You are a spiritual being. Your being is based on the quest for spirit. It makes you a creator. You are a cell in the body of many selves that create. The health of this body of creator(s) is the health of the spirit. We are each individually and all collectively served by the creation of spirit. It's a mysterious element elusive to understanding, but is required by all of us to have a will to do anything.
Spirit is the subjective beauty in the eye of the beholder of experiences. This spirit drives spiritual beings to animate themselves within creation. The meaning purpose and value of life, of creation, of being anywhere as anything, is to pursue spirit. If there is no spirit, then there is no value, meaning or purpose. Again, it is a subjective assessment by the being, inside of itself, rather than an objective assessment to be told to the being. Appreciation is inseparable from creation as a process. That is the spirit of it.
Why don't we know these things? Why don't we talk about spirit in spiritual forums? Why is it used to describe what is outside of our ability to know for sure, that often has tenuous links to the version of of the word spirit described in this writing? Spirit is not just the food of creators. It is the food of the alternative to creators that create what causes us to separate from the truth of our origin. These spiritual beings steal spirit by causing offense and negative emotions like bullies. They are not supportive of the will, the spirit to LIVE, they are the spirit of EVIL. They make us think, feel and express, "there is no God!"
EVIL beings thrive in our ignorance of spirit as they cause us to bleed spirit. They reverse the principles that facilitate what it is to LIVE. Rather than aligning positively with others' spirit, they align negatively, causing negative emotions rather than positive ones in order to gain their spirit. They deceive and coerce to get this spirit from others. They preferred to infiltrate, corrupt, feed and spread on spiritual beings to get spirit as a resource. They keep us from knowledge of spirit and our origins. This dynamic makes them driven experts at keeping the truth from our minds. They are better at this than you'd initially think.
These deceivers position themselves inside of spiritual belief systems and twist the truths in them into lies, often completely backwards. They intend to disconnect us from our spirit when we seek spiritual truths. See how we gain greater self-control as we achieve greater spirit for ourselves with our self-determination? This is not aligned with the idea of control over us to drain us with negative emotions, but the opposite. They gain greater control over us by controlling our spirit. Will and spirit are inseparable. Our quest for spirit has us define ourselves, through our intentions, our wills. These two spiritual agendas are incompatible and in a perpetual state of conflict. This is the spiritual conflict. This truth is hidden from us by the opposing side. Forgetting our origin and the nature of spirit goes with their inclusion and goes away with their separation.
This is where our spiritual maturity comes into play. Are we willing to be honest about the truth and spirit despite pressure? Will we be responsible for our own behaviors? Will we call out those who create negative emotions and a lack of freedom to limit them from doing so? Will we push that distraction away from our spiritual beings? Will we feel the spirit from our attempts to manifest imagination using the truth? Will we realize and know what we are in doing that? Will we become the destiny we were set forth to manifest for ourselves? We could decide to just complain about unfairness, ignore the truth, ignore the spirit, ignore our ability to respond and then wait for outside salvation. We're going to get highly convincing, falsely benevolent charlatans telling us to wait, over and over again, forever. They win when we don't do what we're supposed to do to save ourselves. Self-determination has to come from the self, by structure and definition. They trick us into avoiding doing what makes us feel free and alive. It's all about spirit, will, selves and creation. Will we own and control ourselves?
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It contains distractions, loud emotional and perceptual distractions, that are even in some cases designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. It is such that the truth can be spoken and yet it is not understood and absorbed despite some in the know confirming it was spoken fairly well.
What is the truth? Why do you want to know the truth? It is actually relevant to the truth. The way you seek the truth impacts your interpretation of it. There is an intent for appreciation. If the way you seek the truth does not support appreciation, you cannot understand the truth. It will be incompatible with your emotional and mental state.
The truth is that what we are doing is an extension of seeking spirit as consciousness. Truth is a bridge between consciousness and spirit. Spirit is the happiness we pursue in free will. Our imaginings have this expectation of spirit in them. We are seeking to manifest spirit for our consciousness. The truth is a means toward that end. Without the spirit, there is no meaning, purpose or value. The truth would seem dead, lifeless, pointless. That is why emotional and mental state matters while seeking the truth here.
We are made in the image of, which is the behavioral structure of, a creator. To seek the manifestation of imagination to achieve spirit is to create and preserve. It causes the effect. It makes us creators. The more we do this, the more we become creators. This is how we help to create, preserve and appreciate creation for consciousness.
If you're temporarily in an unpleasant way, this truth seems like BS. It can even make you mad. That dynamic is a window into the element previously mentioned. In some cases experiences are designed to keep us from being able to hold the truth in our hearts and minds. These experiences have us separate ourselves from the truth. EVIL causes us to separate ourselves from the truth of why we LIVE. It makes it seem untrue and offensive. It hides the truth of our origin.
See how the ongoing, regularly refreshed, quest for spirit, manifesting imagination using the truth to pursue spirit, creates? It creates small single outcomes through us. It creates clusters of outcomes through us. It can be understood to apply to this grand superstructure of existence we are within as well. Our origin is the source of this place. It is for the purpose of creating spirit for consciousness. That's why and how it manifests and maintains itself. Love has many meanings and one is spirit, the love of experiences. (A) Creator is (because of) love.
See inside yourself. You are a spiritual being. Your being is based on the quest for spirit. It makes you a creator. You are a cell in the body of many selves that create. The health of this body of creator(s) is the health of the spirit. We are each individually and all collectively served by the creation of spirit. It's a mysterious element elusive to understanding, but is required by all of us to have a will to do anything.
Spirit is the subjective beauty in the eye of the beholder of experiences. This spirit drives spiritual beings to animate themselves within creation. The meaning purpose and value of life, of creation, of being anywhere as anything, is to pursue spirit. If there is no spirit, then there is no value, meaning or purpose. Again, it is a subjective assessment by the being, inside of itself, rather than an objective assessment to be told to the being. Appreciation is inseparable from creation as a process. That is the spirit of it.
Why don't we know these things? Why don't we talk about spirit in spiritual forums? Why is it used to describe what is outside of our ability to know for sure, that often has tenuous links to the version of of the word spirit described in this writing? Spirit is not just the food of creators. It is the food of the alternative to creators that create what causes us to separate from the truth of our origin. These spiritual beings steal spirit by causing offense and negative emotions like bullies. They are not supportive of the will, the spirit to LIVE, they are the spirit of EVIL. They make us think, feel and express, "there is no God!"
EVIL beings thrive in our ignorance of spirit as they cause us to bleed spirit. They reverse the principles that facilitate what it is to LIVE. Rather than aligning positively with others' spirit, they align negatively, causing negative emotions rather than positive ones in order to gain their spirit. They deceive and coerce to get this spirit from others. They preferred to infiltrate, corrupt, feed and spread on spiritual beings to get spirit as a resource. They keep us from knowledge of spirit and our origins. This dynamic makes them driven experts at keeping the truth from our minds. They are better at this than you'd initially think.
These deceivers position themselves inside of spiritual belief systems and twist the truths in them into lies, often completely backwards. They intend to disconnect us from our spirit when we seek spiritual truths. See how we gain greater self-control as we achieve greater spirit for ourselves with our self-determination? This is not aligned with the idea of control over us to drain us with negative emotions, but the opposite. They gain greater control over us by controlling our spirit. Will and spirit are inseparable. Our quest for spirit has us define ourselves, through our intentions, our wills. These two spiritual agendas are incompatible and in a perpetual state of conflict. This is the spiritual conflict. This truth is hidden from us by the opposing side. Forgetting our origin and the nature of spirit goes with their inclusion and goes away with their separation.
This is where our spiritual maturity comes into play. Are we willing to be honest about the truth and spirit despite pressure? Will we be responsible for our own behaviors? Will we call out those who create negative emotions and a lack of freedom to limit them from doing so? Will we push that distraction away from our spiritual beings? Will we feel the spirit from our attempts to manifest imagination using the truth? Will we realize and know what we are in doing that? Will we become the destiny we were set forth to manifest for ourselves? We could decide to just complain about unfairness, ignore the truth, ignore the spirit, ignore our ability to respond and then wait for outside salvation. We're going to get highly convincing, falsely benevolent charlatans telling us to wait, over and over again, forever. They win when we don't do what we're supposed to do to save ourselves. Self-determination has to come from the self, by structure and definition. They trick us into avoiding doing what makes us feel free and alive. It's all about spirit, will, selves and creation. Will we own and control ourselves?
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2023.04.02 09:16 Red_BNDT Making Some Extra Beer Money - Octopus Survey Review
Hi Everyone,
Just thought I would make a post to share my experiences with different sites I use to make a little bit of extra coin in my spare time.
As mentioned in the title of this post, the first website I would like to share my thoughts on is Octopus Survey.
What is Octopus Survey?
Octopus Survey is a survey website targeted at the Australian (currently 209000 Australian users) and New Zealand demographics . Like other websites mentioned in this subreddit, they post surveys with cash rewards for completing them. I have been using them for the past year in my spare time due to being recommended from a friend.
What do I like about Octopus Survey?
Is it worth my time?
Thanks!
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Just thought I would make a post to share my experiences with different sites I use to make a little bit of extra coin in my spare time.
As mentioned in the title of this post, the first website I would like to share my thoughts on is Octopus Survey.
What is Octopus Survey?
Octopus Survey is a survey website targeted at the Australian (currently 209000 Australian users) and New Zealand demographics . Like other websites mentioned in this subreddit, they post surveys with cash rewards for completing them. I have been using them for the past year in my spare time due to being recommended from a friend.
What do I like about Octopus Survey?
- Surveys can be anywhere from a few minutes to just under an hour.
- Most of the time, I am able to complete surveys from my phone.
- Bank Transfers happen once a week and always appears in my account when requested (processed on a Monday).
- There have been a variety of different survey topics which has kept the experience interesting.
- No emails in your inbox every time there is a new survey to complete (I have found that other sites love to spam).
- Compared to other survey websites, it feels a bit old and dated.
- Sometimes, you will need to do a demographic check (which can take a minute or so), only to be told that the quota of the survey group is full.
- iOS app can be a bit clunky at time. I much prefer to just use the main website.
- There isn't always a survey to complete (I guess this depends if your bio matches the demographic the company is trying to target).
| Email Spam? | No emails. |
|---|---|
| App? | Yes. iOS and Android. |
| Payment Methods? | Bank Transfer (Need at least $20 to redeem) and E-Gift Cards. |
| Instant Qualification? | No. Most surveys require questionnaire before proceeding with main survey. If rejected, there is a pay out of 10 cents. |
- Short answer - Yes.
- For a survey site, the pay is decent and always pays on time.
- Complete surveys on main website for better experience.
Thanks!
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2023.04.02 09:07 Chikinn_mc_nuggies I have a crush on a straight guy. God help me T-T
WARNING: I curse and also talk abt homophobia and stuff jsyk. Also this is hella long so buckle up.
So, imma be clear, a QUESTIONABLY straight guy. Bro has given too many hints and made to many excuses to talk with me to NOT make me think something. In The Beginning, when he joined the school, (heās new this year, but he was here a lil for elementary) we didnāt really talk, he was 6ā something and LOOKED like he wanted to hate crime me. Apparently it was the opposite. In one class, out of the other 5 we had with each other, we had assigned seats together. I was genuinely surprised when he talked to me and we had normal convos abt normal stuff, and also gay shit abt me cuz like no straight teenager could pass up on that opportunity, (think abt it now idk why he didnāt just turn around and talk to his friends, they were like a desk away. AND NO IM NOT JUST LOOKING AT IT THROUGH ROSE TINTED GLASSES.) buuuuttttt, unfortunately, after like two months, our seats were changed, and he mostly talked to his friends, cuz they were at his desk (even tho we literally sit back to back) OKAY QUICK CONTEXT OF HIS FRIENDS AND MINE: (Iāve already ranted abt this before so Iāll just give the condensed version) My friends: evenly split between girls and guys, more heavy on the girl side, their all alt or emo and play hella Roblox, my guy friends are all nerds that play dnd on mondays His friends: weight lifters, (itās okay I have a few of them too lol) sporty guys, the teenage boys that dry jump each other in class and moan 24/7. So great. His only girl friend is his girlfriend (and that one girl he has a crush on, and has told me has has a crush on)
Kk that out of the way, Obviously it would be hella weird for him to talk to me if he had anyone else to talk to (it makes sense honestly, I donāt take offense to that) but it doesnāt end here, Istg bro makes excuses to interact with me, especially after he unadded like EVERYONE on Snapchat. Including me (I was slightly bitter abt this cuz he was like the only person I ever sent streaks to but whatevs, we only had like three ledigt conversations on there)
So onto the hints. Exhibit no. 1: THE STARING. Idk if my hair was just really fucked up that day, or what, but there is literally no excuse he should stare at me for like a solid 10 ish seconds. And more than once. Only that Iāve caught him doing it tho (I didnāt make eye contact I just saw outta my peripheral. What, Iām an attention whore, I wanted to see how long it would last.) Exhibit no 2: LAST WEEK. K Iām gonna try to be as vague as possible, just in case any mfs know me or something, but I was presenting and my shit wasnāt working, and he came ACROSS THE ROOM, and helped me :). (Iām not used to basic empathy and ppl being genuinely nice without ulterior motives, can u tell?) but like, I get it if heās in the front of the room (kinda) but like, bro was all the way back in the classroom, and came and held that shit for the whole like 2.5 mins I talked. Like- bro. (Me internally: HSGAGYSGAUDJWVGAH) (me on the outside: yeah fuk u (<3)) Anyways, as a token of great thanks, I have him one of my bead necklaces we had for a special occasion (if anyone from my grade sees this they probably have already deduced who this is and who I am, so fuck u if ur there) and my friends flamed the hell outta me for it. They donāt really like this man. Yeah heās annoying sometimes, but like, whatevs. K I just did a lil āØresearchāØ into some of the earlier shit that went down (I know there was more but I canāt remember) but apparently he called me a fluffy haired boy one day and really pathetically tried to save it cuz I was so flabbergasted I think he thought I thought it was weird which it wasnāt I was just internally crying from gender euphoria-
But yeah to sum it all up I have a OH SHIT WAIT I STILL NEED TO TALK ABT HOW HES QUESTIONABLY STRAIGHT
So one day we (me and my weird nerd ass guy friends, that are all straight) were taking gay tests and stuff and so (PFFFT I ALMOST TYPED HIS NAME HA NOPE-) he who shall not be named comes over and takes one and as I kinda watch kinda donāt (cuz some of those questions are like āhAvE yoU eVer HaD A WeT dReAm AboUt A UniCoRn aNd YoU WerE thE botToM?ā Which is real awkward but it wasnāt thank god but one of the questions was like what would u do if u saw a same sex couple kissing in public? And he clicked THE MOST HOMOPHOBIC AWNSER POSSIBLE and I know he wouldnāt do that cuz he didnāt call me a slur outright and god knows I donāt look the slightest bit straight so factoring in that (and also his other extremely and purposefully straight answers) I can make the educated guess he was trying to get 100% straight. Some smaller things are like how he doesnāt act as gay as his friends, like the teenage boy kinda gay, which is a telltale sign of being scared of getting called gay. Also he gets real defensive any time anyone suggests anything like him being gay which is like, calm down dude, calm down.
Iām pretty sure thatās it. Probably. If I get any juicy goss ill be sure to update yāall šš¹ššš¹ā¤ļøā¤ļøāš©¹šššš¤ŖššŖšā wish me luck in my journey as the only gay and trans guy in my grade to get some character development but also not get hate crimed
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So, imma be clear, a QUESTIONABLY straight guy. Bro has given too many hints and made to many excuses to talk with me to NOT make me think something. In The Beginning, when he joined the school, (heās new this year, but he was here a lil for elementary) we didnāt really talk, he was 6ā something and LOOKED like he wanted to hate crime me. Apparently it was the opposite. In one class, out of the other 5 we had with each other, we had assigned seats together. I was genuinely surprised when he talked to me and we had normal convos abt normal stuff, and also gay shit abt me cuz like no straight teenager could pass up on that opportunity, (think abt it now idk why he didnāt just turn around and talk to his friends, they were like a desk away. AND NO IM NOT JUST LOOKING AT IT THROUGH ROSE TINTED GLASSES.) buuuuttttt, unfortunately, after like two months, our seats were changed, and he mostly talked to his friends, cuz they were at his desk (even tho we literally sit back to back) OKAY QUICK CONTEXT OF HIS FRIENDS AND MINE: (Iāve already ranted abt this before so Iāll just give the condensed version) My friends: evenly split between girls and guys, more heavy on the girl side, their all alt or emo and play hella Roblox, my guy friends are all nerds that play dnd on mondays His friends: weight lifters, (itās okay I have a few of them too lol) sporty guys, the teenage boys that dry jump each other in class and moan 24/7. So great. His only girl friend is his girlfriend (and that one girl he has a crush on, and has told me has has a crush on)
Kk that out of the way, Obviously it would be hella weird for him to talk to me if he had anyone else to talk to (it makes sense honestly, I donāt take offense to that) but it doesnāt end here, Istg bro makes excuses to interact with me, especially after he unadded like EVERYONE on Snapchat. Including me (I was slightly bitter abt this cuz he was like the only person I ever sent streaks to but whatevs, we only had like three ledigt conversations on there)
So onto the hints. Exhibit no. 1: THE STARING. Idk if my hair was just really fucked up that day, or what, but there is literally no excuse he should stare at me for like a solid 10 ish seconds. And more than once. Only that Iāve caught him doing it tho (I didnāt make eye contact I just saw outta my peripheral. What, Iām an attention whore, I wanted to see how long it would last.) Exhibit no 2: LAST WEEK. K Iām gonna try to be as vague as possible, just in case any mfs know me or something, but I was presenting and my shit wasnāt working, and he came ACROSS THE ROOM, and helped me :). (Iām not used to basic empathy and ppl being genuinely nice without ulterior motives, can u tell?) but like, I get it if heās in the front of the room (kinda) but like, bro was all the way back in the classroom, and came and held that shit for the whole like 2.5 mins I talked. Like- bro. (Me internally: HSGAGYSGAUDJWVGAH) (me on the outside: yeah fuk u (<3)) Anyways, as a token of great thanks, I have him one of my bead necklaces we had for a special occasion (if anyone from my grade sees this they probably have already deduced who this is and who I am, so fuck u if ur there) and my friends flamed the hell outta me for it. They donāt really like this man. Yeah heās annoying sometimes, but like, whatevs. K I just did a lil āØresearchāØ into some of the earlier shit that went down (I know there was more but I canāt remember) but apparently he called me a fluffy haired boy one day and really pathetically tried to save it cuz I was so flabbergasted I think he thought I thought it was weird which it wasnāt I was just internally crying from gender euphoria-
But yeah to sum it all up I have a OH SHIT WAIT I STILL NEED TO TALK ABT HOW HES QUESTIONABLY STRAIGHT
So one day we (me and my weird nerd ass guy friends, that are all straight) were taking gay tests and stuff and so (PFFFT I ALMOST TYPED HIS NAME HA NOPE-) he who shall not be named comes over and takes one and as I kinda watch kinda donāt (cuz some of those questions are like āhAvE yoU eVer HaD A WeT dReAm AboUt A UniCoRn aNd YoU WerE thE botToM?ā Which is real awkward but it wasnāt thank god but one of the questions was like what would u do if u saw a same sex couple kissing in public? And he clicked THE MOST HOMOPHOBIC AWNSER POSSIBLE and I know he wouldnāt do that cuz he didnāt call me a slur outright and god knows I donāt look the slightest bit straight so factoring in that (and also his other extremely and purposefully straight answers) I can make the educated guess he was trying to get 100% straight. Some smaller things are like how he doesnāt act as gay as his friends, like the teenage boy kinda gay, which is a telltale sign of being scared of getting called gay. Also he gets real defensive any time anyone suggests anything like him being gay which is like, calm down dude, calm down.
Iām pretty sure thatās it. Probably. If I get any juicy goss ill be sure to update yāall šš¹ššš¹ā¤ļøā¤ļøāš©¹šššš¤ŖššŖšā wish me luck in my journey as the only gay and trans guy in my grade to get some character development but also not get hate crimed